All hidden from myself,

But falling out in unexpected ways.

Uncertainty, feelings stumbling around

Trying to be heard.

Where did they come from?

What are they trying to say?

It’s a mystery with lingering emotional fallout

that sprinkles over everything like ugly confetti.

Not happy, but perplexing, annoying.

Causing an inner unexplained anxiety without a safety valve to release the overflow.

The wave carries me along and I don’t resist.

Sometimes it’s easier to lay in it and ride the current to see where it goes.

But the end is just as confusing as the beginning.

There is no explanation, no purpose, no resolution.

Just the remnants of unexplained wisps of moody voices fading away.

Vague memories of melancholy, sadness and despair

turning into transitional vaporous mists of the new day coming.

11/9/2016 Esther York

About estherlou

My husband and I married in 1970. I am the mother of 2 and grandmother to 5. I share my health stories and my experiences with Thrive. I am reading and writing blogs, watching tv, making jewelry and rosaries, selling in my Etsy store and playing solitaire. I am home bound and add in my physical therapy exercises to my daily routine. I will blog about my progress or anything that catches my attention at that moment. See you around and thanks for stopping by!
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